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Mandys Garden

Our Journey Begins....But will NEVER end

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In Mandys words....where her Journey began:
 I was doing some part time modelling and thought I was
so good ( I had a really big head) and started hanging
around with people I thought were so cool.....
Anyway I started drinking and partying a lot and was
at a party one nite and was awfully drunk and I don't
remember much but apparently my drinks got spiked with
ecstacy and I passed out and hit my head on a coffee
I was in a coma for a couple of days in hospital and
had a severe stroke which left me partially paralised
down my left side and I couldnt talk......maybe a good
thing as I was such a smartass......

I had therapy and my left arm came good quickly and my
leg improved and I was doing speech therapy when they
discovered a tumor. I have been in and out of hospital
so much and after so many tests they told me they
couldnt operate.

I went thru all the anger and sadness and in a way I
came to terms with it and joined aff to chat online as
I had been so nasty to my freinds I had left that they
didnt come around much....anyway...I started to like
coming ino the sauna and chatting with other fems but
thats all I wanted to do.....I was new to it all and
did cyber a few times but only cause I thought thats
what others wanted.....I had been chatting in there
and made so many good friends and then Karen and I
met....I felt such a strong connection with her that I
told her immediately about me and somehow it seemed to
bond us more together.....

I was told in March I would only live about 6 months
and there has been a few scary moments but Karen has
given me so much strength I seem to keep hanging in
and wanting to get better......

I know deep down I won't but I have so much more faith
now than I had....


My happiness began when i met all my 32 years....of all the things that have occured....My journey thru life didnt start until I met My love..Thru her strength and courage....and amazingly WOW Love; She gave me the strength to be who I am and show her what was in my heart...THANK YOU MANDY ...I know that with her here with me....Our journey will never end xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

In Spite Of Ourselves...We'll end up sitting on a Rainbow..Against All Odds...Honey, we're the Big Door Prize..We're going to spite our noses right off of our faces...There won't be  Nothing but big ol' hearts dancing in our eyes MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMUAH


Rascal Flatts - Bless The Broken Road
   I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

In My Words

I met Mandy when I was at a low point in my life...actually the lowest i ever thought i could be....She came into the sauna and would lite the whole room either loved her smartass humor...or you hated her for having so many others laugh at her.....I do believe I loved her from the moment i first seen her in there..but never saw it until we chatted privately for the first time in late March....She touched my heart in a way that amazed me.,....I was instantly in love...the connection was so strong...and I knew Mandy felt it too....Everything about her was amazing....and everything about me was amazing to her....When she told me of her illness.....My heart died.....I broke down and cried...and i couldnt stop....I seen how this was affecting her.and she was so worried that she was wrong in telling me.....that I quickly regrouped....and Promised her my feelings for her would never change....only get stronger....that I would not or could not treat her any differently.....And from that moment on.....It only grew stronger....Mandy wanted my happiness...and I only wanted hers...We fit perfect together....and Yes we shared our moments when the pain and anger was trying to get the best of us....but together...we became stronger.....I will Never meet anyone....EVER.....that was remotely close to the person Mandy was...Everyday we both wished everything was so different for us...I wished and prayed for a Miracle....Never realizing exactly how Much Mandy was my I was hers....Noone could ever understand...but what we had....and still have......was way beyond words....way beyond anything of this earth either of us had felt before...and It will always keep growing....As she sits in her garden peace...My love is with her..and there it will continue to her love is with me......and thru my heart..she will live.....

When i think about Mandy...which is in every breath..all i remember is an Amazing incredible journey....And So many countless nights of sharing laughs...HUGE SMILES...and countless smartass comments...and a bond that was connected with both of our hearts....Together we were always as one....Nothing will ever change.....I will NEVER EVER STOP LOVING My beautiful Angel...My Mandy.....My Smoothass......I will be hers forever....Her CUMMY......MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMUAH My LOVE

SmoothAss1980   Im the original smoothass. So happy now I have CUMMY 
24 year old Woman in melbourne, Victoria, Australia
Looking For: Women for Erotic Chat or Email 
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A happy girl who just wants to make friends and see all my good friends again.
Ideal Person:

I was looking for the most beautiful girl in the world. Someone loving and caring who will love me with all her heart. I am so lucky because I have found her.
SmoothAss1980's Information: 
Gender:   Woman 
Birthdate:   March 1, 1980
(24 years old) 
Smoothass...what can i say that i haven't already said about her....She is amazing...the most wonderful woman i have met my entire life. Her love grows inside my heart with each passing moment. There is not enough words to describe her...She is truly the love that i have always wanted. Im so lucky to have met her...and I will never regret anything that we have shared. I Love her...and will always be her CUMMY
Smooth as a baby's bottom, you are absolutely beautiful. Im so glad to have you and spew as friends , I love you both. xoxoxoox  Bluedreams
 Mandys Testimonial to me.......
Aug 6, 2004
I want the world to know how very special you are to me Cummy. You are my life baby and have given me life and so much joy. I lOVE YOU with all my heart.....You are the most loving and caring person I  have ever known. Mandy....(Smooth)......muahhhhhhhhhh